Interesting

I'm taking this online course, just started Monday.  It's a course that works on you to change your vibration to make your dreams come true.  There's a money back guarantee - otherwise I probably wouldn't have done it.

Again, I started Monday.  Tuesday I had an afternoon appointment with the doctor and afterwards was thirsty.  So I stopped by a convenience store.  While there, I decided to pick up 2 lottery tickets and 2 scratch offs - total spent $20.  So before I picked up my prescriptions - I did my scratch offs.  $60 winnings.  That never happens to me.  The most I ever make is my money back if that.  WOW, just after 1 day?

Now, I didn't win anything with the lottery tickets - but hey it's a start :)

So here I am, doing the things they want you to do for the week.  Stuff to incorporate into your life that takes very little time to do.

This morning, I realize I need gas.  I happened to look down and see my odometer reading:  229888.

So I decide to look up these numbers in Doreen Virtue's Angel Numbers:

229  - "Know that your Divine life purpose is unique and much needed.  Trust that you're fulfilling this purpose right this very minute.  No one can do this but you."

888 - "This is a very auspicious sign of complete financial support from the Universe.  Money is flowing in your direction!"

WOW.  I have never had these numbers come up before.  I often see 313 - which is my bday so I know they're thinking of me.

So, now I'm really curious as to where I'll be after this course is done.  It's 12 weeks.  They have you focus on one area of your life.  I chose money/financial abundance.  The steps you learn here in the 12 weeks you then can apply to other areas of your life.  But, I'm getting signs everywhere that this raising my vibration is definitely working.

Be true to who you are..

I pulled this card today:

Authenticity is the genuine expression of all that you truly are. It is acting in full accordance with your beliefs, values, talents, interests and characteristics. It is honoring and living your own uniqueness.

So funny that this card came up.  I know I've been trying to be true who I am without disrupting other people's lives and beliefs.  But I've also been reading/watching the thing coming out with Paula Deen.  Maybe I just see things clearer, but I never thought she wasn't anything other than who she was.  A Southern born and bred woman who kind of tells it like it is.  So I don't get this madness where people (corporations etc) are all of a sudden slamming a woman, or anyone for that matter.

I think back to my grandfather, whom I loved dearly.  He too was raised in the "south".  He wasn't the best of equality.  But I think that's a how you were raised thing.   Am I saying the things that came out of her mouth bad -- yes.  But you also have to think about the situation(s) in which it may have happen.

How often have you curse out your parents, boss, spouse - etc?  It's usually a "moment" thing.  You call them bad things and then if you're like me, feel bad about it later.

Authenticity is living your truth. It is not about compromising your values or ‘caving in’ to another person’s ideas. Healthy compromise is working together in harmony for the betterment of all – this is different than discarding your truth. People discard their truth in order to gain something that seems important to them - like attention, power, approval or security. When you betray your truth, you loose respect, integrity, trust and self-esteem.

I wish we could live in a world where everyone is accepted and no one is persecuted.  It's not going to happen though.  The world is what it is.  However, if we can be true to ourselves and show others to live through love and acceptance, you might touch one or a few people who then in turn will learn a new behavior and hopefully spread it as well.

The lifelong journey of discovering who you really are, along with the development of self-worth, will increase your capacity to live an authentic life. The journey of uncovering who you are will never be finished because you are continually growing and changing – becoming more of who you truly are!

So change something in your life that gets you upset -- it's kind of like handling a temper tantrum of a toddler :D  Walk away.. don't give them the attention that they are apparently craving :)

Coming out...

of the spiritual closet.  I did that last Saturday evening.  I have a family friend who is fighting brain cancer.  I didn't want to work on her without her permission, so I didn't know how to get a hold of her, without going through others who don't know what I do.  Until last week while on vacation.  She and her family made it to the place where me and my family were as well. 

She has a large family and lots of friends there, and I had problems in that I have 3 small kids I often watch, so it was hard to get a moment to speak to her.  But I finally did.  I told her what I can do.  I told her of my success stories.  I told her I had already seen it and needed to ask for permission to work on it.

It was like a "light" came on.  Before then, she looked so down and I know with all the medicines she's taking, it's been hard on her body.  I know seeing her for the first time, I was sad, because it wasn't her.  She was always the one full of light and energy and love.  She was so dim when she first got there.

After our talk, which included things I didn't know about her family lineage as well as being open to alternative healings, she had hope again.  The light was back on.

I was so happy to give her that hope.  My guides told me I couldn't work on her until I "came out of the closet" so to speak.  I have to say it was hard to do.  My husband thinks I'm nuts.  So not knowing how she felt about the alternative stuff, it was hard to come out and say what I can do.

I got her permission, now was going to be the time to get down to heal her.  We left Sunday to come home and that's usually busy in itself getting everything unpacked etc.  But before I fell asleep, I took another look and the healing took over.  It was fairly similar in how my Dad's healing was, just easier.  Now when I look at her, she's full of light and I see no cancer (or how I see cancer).  We'll have to wait until her next scan to see if I was really successful or not.  Regardless, I'm now working on upping her platelets.  Helping her with processing the medicines better.  Giving her a little more energy.

I really really hope she's cured.  For her and her family's sake.  I know how hard this has been on them.   This is such a great gift God has given me and I'm humbled to be able to do it for people.

Rainy Days

What do you do on rainy days?  Me, I usually like to try and catch up on sleep.  However, how can I do that when I have so much to do?  It's a choice I make.  These are the days where you can decide to do stuff around the house that needs to be done or be nice to yourself and relax a bit. 

It rained here yesterday.  The poor kids didn't know what to do.  They wanted to still play out in the rain.  Little light rain, I wouldn't have had an issue, but this was a tropical depression that came through.  I am loving these few damp days we're having.  It makes it very lazy day and for being on vacation that's nice.

What wasn't nice was being in another building without an umbrella and all my electronics.  I came over here to work on my book and chat with some friends.  The vacation place we are at only has one area for working on the computers.  Now when I came over initially it was just minor sprinkling.  However, that soon changed.  So, it was time to pick up the kids.  I had to run through the rain to get an umbrella.  The come back for all of my electronics to go back to the room.  Then get the kids.  Needless to say I was DRENCHED.  But it felt good.  Been awhile since I've been that drenched.

Last night we watched the movie they were doing.  My youngest was getting antsy (loud) so I ran back to the room to get her pacifier and another drink for me.  I had noticed the sky was looking rainy again, so I grabbed 2 umbrellas.  Good thing I did.  By the time the movie was over, it was raining.  So I kept my kids who were in their PJs dry.

Today it's overcast and some might say dreary, but I'm loving it.  It keeps the temps down and just makes it quieter I think.  People are taking this time to relax, read, play cards etc, instead of running all over creation.

I even got the first story in my book finished.  Now only 2 more to go!  I'm hoping I can get as much done here as possible.  I'd really like to get my book finished and say it's finished, instead of "I'm working on it."

It's sometimes hard...

as a parent with a job and home to balance the spiritual stuff.  And to top it off, I'm vacation as well.  I've got 2 very mobile kids and one that isn't.  We've got babysitters in the morning and I've been trying to use that time to write on my book.  Plus a little one-on-one time with the husband, since we've lost connection lately with everything going on.

Last night, I got a break.  My eldest got to go on her first hayride.  15 minutes of blissful no kids to look after time to myself.  My sciatic area has been troubling me for a time.  Last night I was able to just breathe in the night air, ground myself and heal myself.  Often healing myself is one of the toughest things to do.  One because I don't concentrate well with pain --as my husband often says, I don't like pain it hurts me.  And two, because I often don't have time to deal with the pain and then work on it.  So I used nature's energy to pull into myself and work on dulling the pain.  Am I completely healed?  No, but it was finally less enough that I was able to have a good night's rest for a change.

I personally don't see it getting better until I can stop carrying my 35 lb daughter who doesn't walk on her on yet.  That and losing the weight - which I have been doing slowly.  It helps to have to walk and move around here.

I am going to see if I can get a few more moments like this here and then try and incorporate into my regular life when I go back.  I didn't realize how much I missed nature.

Vacation

You would think that being on vacation would be nice and relaxing. Try with 3 young kids. 

My morning started out with being awoken by my eldest somewhere around 5:30 am.   Then by six she was in my face again. So as not to wake the little ones and my hubby I grabbed a book for her and we came to their library and this was the view I had out the window

Now instead of peace and meditation I have a bouncy girl who won't sit still.  This after not sleeping well. I can tell this is going to be a long day. 

But I love my kids and seeing them have fun is worth it. I'm just going to need a vacation after this one. 

Summer Vacations

As a kid, I always loved summer vacations.  Of course back then we always drove everywhere and didn't have car seats or have to have seatbelts on -- it's a wonder any of us survived!

Now, as a parent to young kids, I almost dread going anywhere for any length of time.  At least until we get there and then I dread going home.  Why?  Because it seems in my family, that all the getting the stuff together and packed is left up to me.  Hubby moves it from house to car and from car to place, etc.  But the organization -- that would be me.

This particular time, I'm having to do with only one day.  Why? Because I've been sick.  I just haven't had the energy (and really still don't - but out of time) to go out and make sure we have everything we need.  So today, is Saturday and I"m up and ready to head out the door to pick up the last minute things.  If I go now while it's early - not very many people will be there and no kids to drag along.  Heck I might even pick up breakfast to bring home.

I'm looking forward to the time we get to spend as a family away from home and yet, not.  At least until we get there.

So, any of you reading this --- PLEASE help out that one person who does this!!  It'll make their time a little easier :)

Peace

It's hard to find peace most anywhere these days -- especially in oneself.   We are bombarded by the media on wars, killings -- bad things everywhere you look.  Once in awhile you'll get to see some good news stories.  Makes you wonder if they ran more of these, would people tune in and we'd have less violence?  Hard saying :)

But if you're like me, you get up, listen to news/weather, drive to work, work, have your cellphone handy and are bombarded with something electronic almost 24/7.

Now when do you tune out from all the electronics?  When do you take a moment to truly be at peace?

I remember as a kid growing up in corn country having all this wide open space and just laying down and watching the clouds pass by.  Back then we didn't have cable.  We didn't really have home computers and heck cell phones - forget it!

I think from time to time, we need to get back to that.  So make an effort to find peace for yourself - even if it's 10 minutes before you go to bed.  Let your brain rest a little before bed.  You'll thank yourself in the morning I'm sure :)

I know I'm going to be doing more of that.  I have found myself sleeping better.  Next week is vacation and I'm definitely going to get out to nature and just "veg" -- it'll be wonderful!

Writing

If you didn't know, I'm in the process of writing a book.  I actually started it back after my first daughter was born and all of the issues she had.  My plan had been to write her story and then some other kids of families I had met during this process.  But things happened.  I ended up pregnant with a T-18 baby.  Again, another whole set of complications.  So I was going to call my book When lightening strikes twice.  I went back re-wrote my first story because I was going to have my husband write his side of things for both of these pregnancies and their stories.  Thought it would be nice to do -- to have a guys perspective.  Well, that didn't happen.  My husband is not the most motivated person.  Not long after the death of our daughter, I found out I was pregnant again -- this time with twins.  We thought for sure we were in the clear this time and had healthy babies.  Nope.  The girl twin had issues.  So back to the drawing board -- to write that story as well.  Since hubby didn't write his side, I am now in the process of re-writing all the parts of the book.

It's just taking a little time to do so in my busy schedule.  So here's an excerpt from the book

The day it was scheduled, was a day Stephen had his class, so I went to the appointment alone.  I figured it would be a pretty routine visit if it was anything like the others I had.  I didn’t know that I would be getting a genetic counseling before the ultrasound.  I tried to answer questions to the best of my ability, but, I didn’t know all of Stephen’s information.  I then got to go back for my ultrasound.  MAN WHAT A DIFFERENCE.  This lady was all perky and explaining every little thing that she was doing and measuring.  She even got the baby to show “the goods”.  It was a girl!  She even printed a bunch of pictures for me.  I was in heaven at that point.  Then the shoe dropped.  She got quiet.  I asked what the problem was and she said she saw white spots in Emily’s kidneys.   White spots turned out to be cysts.  From what they told me, cysts come up when blood flow is compromised and create these dead tissue areas.  She was trying to back track the reason for the cysts and eventually called back the perinatologist (Dr.) back to take a look.

I'm hopeful in getting this book done this year.  I've been trying to write a little each day on my lunch break.  It's about the only time in my day where I don't get interrupted "much".

I try to write on the blog here more to journal things that are going on in my life.  I'm what you would dub a spiritual Mom.  I'm one that works full time, has a long commute every day, and still come home to be with the kids and take care of the house.  So at times it gets to be too much.  By writing my thoughts down it helps me to decompress.  It's better than screaming and yelling at people.  

I'm hoping through my book and my experiences of what I've gone through for my three girls that others will get helped by it.  And apparently it's in my path to do, as I'm getting offers of help here and there.  I'm hoping to get a lot of writing done next week.  I'm on vacation and get 3 hours to myself a day.  I want to write as well as take time to do my spiritual stuff.

So -- what do you guys due to help you with stress?  What writing do  you do if any?

Dreams

Normally I'm living vicariously through my other spiritual friends that always seem to have such vivid dreams.  I know I dream, I just don't remember most of them.  Really I only remember at my advance age -  two dreams that I still remember today.

Until this week apparently.

The first one I had,  the impressions I got or remembered initially was that it was very bright.  Bright like I expect it to be in Greece.  The light was just so different than how I'm used to seeing it.  Then as I focused more on it, I remember being fawned upon, people dropping down and bowing to me and the awkward feeling it still gives to me.  I remember having to look at fashions but it was these elaborate dresses that I so don't like today - though they were extremely gorgeous.  I remember something about a ball and escorts, which I wasn't thrilled with.

The more I look back at it to see what else I can remember, little details come to me.  I'm almost positive this was a look at a past life in Atlantis.  Which is crazy, but around a month ago, I had a past life reading done by http://bryanstrait.com/.  Very talented.  Very detailed and it was all about my life back then.  So it was amazing seeing it and feeling those things myself.

The next one, I can't remember too much about it - other than it dealt with my children and me being momma bear -- supporting them in their endeavors.

Then last night, I had a dream where I was with this guy, who kept remarking to me about how I just wasn't his type normally.  But was realizing that he had the wrong type all along.  Which was just weird -- I mean I'm married!

I had a Akashic Record Soul profile done by another wonderful and talented person: http://www.shannondahlen.com/  awhile ago.  But one thing that stuck with me in her reading is that the reason I don't normally dream is that I was helping others with their dreams.  She did tell me to tell the spirits that be, not to keep that up, as I needed the healing sleep and my own dreams.  So I had done that recently.  I wasn't waking up tired anymore.  But remembering dreams -- nope.  Not until this week.  It's actually pretty fun remembering things now.

So what dreams have you had that you remember?  Did they make sense to you then or now?  Curious to hear answers :)

Card for the Week: Acceptance

The card Acceptance is suggesting that it is time for you to allow everything to be as it is, and accept everyone to be who they are.

We all want to be accepted for who we are. Accept everyone and everything. Accept if you are sick, depressed, lost or irritable. Even accept that you don’t want to accept the way things are. And accept that we are all doing the best we can at any given moment.

When life is painful or difficult, it is natural to want to move away from a situation or to solve an issue immediately. But this time, take the opportunity to accept your situation for what it is. Accept how you feel, what you are thinking, or what has happened. There is a reason for things to be the way they are. There is no hurry to change your circumstances, or try to change the feelings, ideas or actions of yourself or someone else. Instead of acting or reacting, take a few deep breaths and relax. Trust that everything is happening as it should, because consciously or unconsciously you created this experience.

This time, expect nothing from others, yourself or the universe. Just enjoy and learn from what you already have - it’s plenty. In this, you will realize how complete your life already is. Accept that everything in the universe is perfect - for now.

So how can you Accept yourself and others in your life?

*Card from Soul Journey Cards

When life overtakes...

So last week, I had been fighting off something as each of my kids were being diagnosed with ear infections.  Then last Thursday, I really felt off and by Friday could tell that it was going to get worse.  It was so bad that I cancelled my massage.  Hubby knew then I was really sick.

After a good night sleep I felt better, but not 100%.  So by Sunday, I decided it was time to go to urgent care to see if it was viral or had turned bacterial.  I'm now on antibiotics.  I wish I could say I felt like writing or being spiritual -- but when I'm that sick, I usually want to do something to take my mind off of it.  That and sleep - which I did a lot of over the weekend.

My sinuses are "better", I woke up without a fever, but I can still tell I'm not quite there yet.  After my hour commute, I am ready to go back to bed.  But I'll soldier it through.

So forgive me that my life has overtaken me writing and being the spiritual person I am.  It's very rare I take time for myself and so I think from time to time my body just gives out so I will.

But it's a nice lesson for all of us.. to make sure we're taking care of ourselves.  Making sure we make ourselves #1 instead of last or in the middle.  Too often many of us do that.  It's not being selfish to give ourselves that mental break once in awhile.

Take time..

Rest

I have a lovely friend who is quite talented who gave me an automatic writing yesterday.  She's just starting this process and of course I'm a great guinea pig to try things on :D

I did find it funny, in the past, my guides and angels have been telling me to take the steps I need to into the spiritual realm.  So I have been.  I've been getting different attunements, I set up my own webpage, and I've been really working hard at the spiritual side (while still maintaining my "other" life -- work, commute, home, and kids).

Well my eldest came down with what turned out to be an ear infection last weekend, and the twins soon followed.  Got them diagnosed the other night.  I've been fighting it, better than I normally would and I give credit to the reiki energies I've been attuned to.

But just because it's me, I have finally come down with it.  Not an ear infection - but a cold of some sort.  Started last night.  Feeling it today.

Anyway - my friend's AW message basically was to SLOW DOWN.  Be like an animal and RELAX.  Things will come when they're supposed to and I'm on the path now, so to make sure I quit forcing things.  Guess it was great timing.  I don't think I'm going to be able to do much feeling the way I do.

As a healer, one of the first rules for us is to take care of us first.  If we are not at our best, we can't do our best for others.  This was one of those lessons I had to learn the hard way. :D  So let my hard learned lesson help you.

You can say no to people.  You can put them off to another time, when you have the energy to deal with it.  I am really working on this lesson.

If you'd like to check out the products that my friend offers -- you can find them here:  http://bearraven.weebly.com/

You can also follow along on her blog: http://bearraven.blogspot.com/

And of course, you can always check out my products:  http://www.healingsbyharmonize.com/

I will be better soon and I do so like to help people.  Trust me, my healings work better for other people than they do on myself :D

LOVE

It has such a "Lovely" ring to it doesn't it?  One of my favorite bible verses is 1st Corinthians 13.  This is before I knew it to be a popular verse to read at a wedding.  I think I was 12 or 13 when we read it in Sunday School and it just hit me.  From that moment on.. favorite.  The last verse:

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Is so poignant.  Faith, Hope and Love -- three WONDERFUL emotions.  Who wouldn't want to feel that every day?

Well, it's been a trying couple of days for me.  However, I did an attunement this morning called "Rejuvenation Regeneration Reiki" - OMG, such peace and the feeling of love came through me.  It still is.. any negative feelings I was having.. not anymore.  I actually feel so peaceful, I could go to sleep, but considering I'm at work, probably not prudent to do so ;)

I am truly "loving" this feeling.   It's nice when I get stressed out by something going on (which it does) I just re-connect to this reiki energy.. and back to peace I go :)

If  you'd like to feel this too -- check out my website: www.healingsbyharmonize.com

Clashes

Have you ever had clashes all the time with this one person?  Seems to happen to me a lot lately with my husband.  It's never about the things you think we'd have on -- no it's about the kids.

He's the stay at home parent.  Yet, miraculously the house is NEVER clean, the kids never get clean unless I do it or make a move to do it, and he has no internal thing that say -- hey let me check the temp, the kid sounds awful.

So my eldest whom I watch like a hawk with infections, due to her heart condition, ended on Sunday being diagnosed with an ear infection.  So I make sure she's on the antibiotics.  This is her last week of school.

I go to work, commuting a good distance each day, not sleeping well, come home and give 2 of the 3 a bath in my evening.  I then go to work again and through a discussion we decide to go eat out.  I get home and all I hear is coughing and sneezing -- from the other two.  He still thinks it's ok to go out to eat.  I'm not feeling hot either - not sure from lack of sleep, no a/c in the car or what.

Well the twins have their therapies today.  Luckily I have the phone # of the speech person.  So I text her asking whether she wanted to deal with the kiddos (and their snot).  Because I know my husband, he'll think nothing of taking them regardless of how sick they are.

So I guess I'll have to make the plan on whether they go or not -- as I'm working from home today.  I was hoping with sleep they'd be good.  Unfortunately I'm still hearing the coughing and sneezing.  How he sleeps through it I have no idea :D

I stopped with the "clashing" and just started doing what I felt was best for my kids.  Even if that meant I took time off to do it.  Sometimes you just have to learn not to clash in your own way.  My way unfortunately for me is to do it myself. :)

Who do you clash with and why do you think it is?  How do you resolve the problems?

Having a Blah Day?

Every once in awhile I get these "moods" where I feel numb or "blah".  I know all about the Law of Attraction of bringing the same energy to you -- but there are just days, I don't care.  It can be hard to get out of these moods. 

So what I like to try and do is listen to very upbeat music (even if I don't want to).  To try and raise my "attitude".  If that doesn't work, I then try to work with visualizations.  Something that will put me into a more peaceful frame of mind.

I like the beach, so I do my own self meditation/visualization.

Imagine yourself walking along the beach, it's a nice summer morning, the sun is about to crack up over the rise.  You hear the surf pounding against each other and rocks that might be jutting out into the ocean.  You feel the waves rolling over your feet.  It's warm water and every time one comes over, your feet go a little deeper into the sand.  Every time the water washes over your feet.. feel the negativity pull away from you.  As the sun rises.. feel it seep into your soul and fill you up with light.  Breathe in the salt air -- deeply -- to help reverse what ever negative feelings you may be experiencing.  Breathe that out.. let the wind wipe it away from you.  It's gentle breeze blowing around you keeping away the dark clouds. 

Stop walking and just be one with the ocean, air and beach.  Keep breathing in, holding for a moment, then breathing out.  Keep going until you feel the peace entering your soul.  Once you feel that.  Thank the guides and earth for helping you.  You open your eyes and the day is brighter and feels better to you.

What do you do/use to get yourself out of the funk?

Manic Monday?

It's the start to another week.  Most people are dragging into work on Mondays not looking forward to the week.

It's that mindset that sets our week up for us.  So if you dread it..you'll find things getting in your way where you're probably then go "See.. I knew it was going to be bad".

What if you changed that mindset?  Think of it as a clean slate to start all over?

If you start out the week stating, "Yes!  I'm alive and well and this is going to be a GREAT week!"  Just saying those words out loud, how would that make you feel?  Upbeat?

This weekend was full of trials and tribulations for me.  My back was still out and my a/c in my truck I drive in my LONG commute was out so took it in to get it fixed.  Took most of Friday afternoon.  To find out that they needed to replace a part.  There goes $500.  But I'm buying mileage so I'm dealing with it.  Friday evening comes and my eldest who had been on a field trip, comes home with bloody knees and bloodshot eyes and is sounding stuffy.  I chalked it up to allergies.  So we decide to head and get water at this place we know and stay at every year and do it as a family.  Hubby gets the water, while I watch the 3 kids.  Eldest is mad because the sand isn't wet enough to do sandcastles.  The boy is running around getting into everything.  My youngest I set in the sand and after about 10 mins I look to see she looks miserable - so I move her to the swings.  Which she LOVED.  It was a hot day and gnats were out and about.  Apparently bees too (which I'm allergic to), luckily I didn't see any.

We end up moving to the playhouse and then finally to a local place to get lunch.  That was YUMMY!

So, it wasn't terrible Saturday - but my back hurt and it was a 2 1/2 hr trip both ways and youngest got a bloody nose and eldest started running a fever.  <sigh>.  I also lost the day to the things I try and get done (like laundry).

Sunday, hubby takes the truck back to the place to get the part to fix the a/c.  I watch the kids.  Eldest appears well, temperature is down.  I work on laundry and getting the small clothes out of where we have them and reorganize.  Feed the kids, eldest starts running a temperature - this time higher than it was on Saturday evening.  I find out around 1:30, that the part they replaced isn't the problem.  And it's a part that hubby didn't tell me they were replacing.  Or I should say, told me wrong.  So now we have to find out from the other garage we normally go to if that part is within warranty.  If not, have to buy a new one and then go get it installed.  Yeah!! More money out of the window! :D

He comes back and I take the eldest to Urgent Care.  Yup, another ear infection.  More antibiotics.  We barely made it into the pharmacy before the rain came and poured down.  Luckily by the time we got the medicine, rain had stopped.

So, not a terrible weekend - but parts were bad.  I didn't want to take that attitude of bad into my new week.  So I'm not.  I woke up and said it's going to be a great day!  I even didn't get mad when I left something in the house and had to go back for it.  Picked up gas and picked up groceries and then traffic was actually good.  Still got here early.

I have my new website up, I have great feelings about it.  It's something that is mine and not shared with anyone else.  I didn't have to spend a fortune on getting it up either.  Now all I need is customers and I feel that will be coming soon.  I'm excited :)  I love helping people and it'll be great to earn some extra income to help with all of the bills that have come in lately.

So, how can you make this a positive week for you? :)

Expansion

I am expanding with my abilities every day.  I have always been a healer, I think.  I never liked seeing people in pain and tried my best to help where ever I could.

I'm expanding that.  I'm learning new Reiki types that help with other areas in your life.  I figure the ones I'm learning and embracing -- are things everyone probably needs help with from time to time.

I'm not perfect -- NEVER.  Perfection in my eyes should never be attained, otherwise where is there to go?  I call myself a work in progress -- there's a reason for that.  I will never be done learning.  I will learn until it is time to go back to the creator.

As I get my new attunements, I will be offering them to everyone on my new website:  www.healingsbyharmonize.com 

I would love to offer things for free, but I'm a single income family of 5.  I'm the one working outside of the home and 2 of my 3 kids are "special needs".    I will however on occasion be offering some of my healings or readings for a special price from time to time.  Check out twitter (divinepathways1) or facebook (https://www.facebook.com/harmonize.divinepathways) or my blog here to see when I'm offering them.

Blessings to everyone and here's to expanding our knowledge and energy!!