Actually I was going to put goody-two-shoes - you know the old Adam Ant song? Yea, they dubbed me with that in school. I was the kid that didn't drink, didn't smoke.. so what did I do? Well, back then I was "high on life". I grew up in a smallish city but when to a small farm school - so back then not much to do - especially with no cable, so a lot of kids I knew drank, smoked and did drugs even. I didn't want to feel out of control, so I didn't need it.
I still don't. Not to say I don't have a drink here or there, I do on occasion. Drugs - don't do unless doctor prescribes. Smokes, well did do it once upon a time, but haven't done it in a long time. If I had to do it again, I probably wouldn't. But that's hindsight - which is always 20/20.
So they call me good. Nothing wrong with that. Am I always good? Heck no! I am human. I have feelings like anger and envy etc. Things that would make me not seem as good. But I'm OK with it. I try and be good and helpful to those I know and meet. It's part of who I am. I don't like not being good, something inside me freaks out. So if you want to call me good - go ahead. This is one label I will take happily.
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