How do you handle it? If you're like me, not always well. Been a couple of trying days. The air in the vehicle I use is not working. So I take the day off to go and have it looked at and now it needs a compressor. Which they have to get a hold of and so it won't be fixed until Sunday.
Then my back acted up last night and so I didn't sleep well. I only got 5 hours of sleep and have been watching the twins, while trying to work on getting my new website up and running.
It's been frustrating. When I first looked into getting into a website (divinepathways.com) I was shooting blind. At the time, I thought I'd be able to use Front Page (I used that in the 90's to make my other websites -- once upon a time) They didn't have it. So I had to make due with the hosting services "webpage makers" -- won't get into details which one, as they all are only as good as the template you get. Which basically means, not really configurable. I get some people may not want to mess with that stuff -- it's pretty easy to just slap stuff up -- but come on.. the font is changed for the whole site, not individual pages. Really?
Then I looked into getting the forum up -- again, it has been a long while since I had even looked at that stuff. I did what I could. I'm working with free stuff as much as possible -- although they don't tell you up front that you'll be spending $$ just trying to get better templates and stuff.
So when I was getting the website up -- I did it quickly. I didn't have a lot of time (still don't) to learn complicated HTML or CSS programming. WSYWIG is the way to go for me -- I'm visual. Now products do have that -- but it's limited compared to my old friend Front Page :D
I decided to see if I could look at a different product to see if it was more configurable. Guess what -- a little more -- but not much if you wanted it to be free. Then I was looking at plugins and widgets and getting more and more confused.
I'm the type of person that has enough technical stuff going on I can get into trouble :D
Well trying to see if I can do products/services for payment for the different pages (people) we have involved and the answer was NO. It was the WHOLE site. That wouldn't be bad, but it's not configurable enough for me to make my own product area and pay buttons.
Hence the reason looking for my own site. Found a free service, have my domain name registered and my content is up and running. I'll be adding to it soon.
So when it comes to this website stuff -- I keep trying for the Law of Attraction to come and bring me someone technical into my life that can help and teach me (for free). So far it hasn't happened - but I keep praying for it.
So it's been a bit frustrating... and I'm trying to deal. I didn't even yell at the kids -- other than when the boy took something from the littlest :D
Friday, May 31, 2013
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Remembering...
Grateful every day for each and every one of them! Including the one no longer with us.. still remembering though.
Blessings...
We have to find blessings in our lives. Too often we're focused on the "goal" of what we want and never seem to get closer.
Ever wonder why?
Well, if you aren't grateful for the things you currently have and happy with it, and continue to want and want more, you'll never get there. It's just the funny thing the universe does.
Wanting keeps you in a wanting mode and not having. I know, I have trouble with this concept as well. But I keep trying.
So today -- here are my blessings/gratitudes:
1) Happy to have 3 healthy children
2) Happy to have a job
3) Happy to have a house and cars that work
4) Happy to have money for food
5) Happy for being alive
6) Happy to have a husband and kids that love me
7) Happy to still have my parents living
8) Happy to be starting a new endeavor
9) Happy to be losing weight
10) Happy to have loving friends
What are you grateful for today?
Ever wonder why?
Well, if you aren't grateful for the things you currently have and happy with it, and continue to want and want more, you'll never get there. It's just the funny thing the universe does.
Wanting keeps you in a wanting mode and not having. I know, I have trouble with this concept as well. But I keep trying.
So today -- here are my blessings/gratitudes:
1) Happy to have 3 healthy children
2) Happy to have a job
3) Happy to have a house and cars that work
4) Happy to have money for food
5) Happy for being alive
6) Happy to have a husband and kids that love me
7) Happy to still have my parents living
8) Happy to be starting a new endeavor
9) Happy to be losing weight
10) Happy to have loving friends
What are you grateful for today?
Saturday, May 25, 2013
New Products
NEW Website: http://www.healingsbyharmonize.com/
I am starting to offer my services for payment. Check out the link above to buy them. :)
I'm offering:
Distance Healings. These are healings that I work on that are physical in nature. As you've read in past posts, I have healed my father and others from cancer and apparently re-grew my daughter's corpus callosum. I have helped others with jaw pain, headaches, knee problems... etc. I won't promise miracles, but I will do my best to help where I can.
Reiki Healings. These are healings that use Kundalini Reiki. I call them Energy Healings. Sometimes people just need energy sent to them and the energy knows where to go for that person.
I don't have to be near you to do either of these services, which is nice as I can offer it to any and all that want them.
3-Card Tarot Readings. I use various tarot cards to help people with a problem or just general guidance. Often times I also pick up on your energy and give you advice the guides want me to tell you. This will be sent to you in an email.
Energy Pictures. I just recently started doing this. I tap into the energy of the person to create pictures that represent them. If requested, I can add Reiki Healing to the picture as well when creating. Here is an example of one I did for my daughter:
Akashic Record Soul Profile. With some information that you provide to me, I can go to your Akashic Record and create you a Soul Profile. It is who you are at the basic level. I can also give you idea of the different areas in time that you have ties to and I can usually see your soul color.
As things get going for me, I hope to add additional services. Please feel free to contact me for any of these services.
Blessings!
I am starting to offer my services for payment. Check out the link above to buy them. :)
I'm offering:
Distance Healings. These are healings that I work on that are physical in nature. As you've read in past posts, I have healed my father and others from cancer and apparently re-grew my daughter's corpus callosum. I have helped others with jaw pain, headaches, knee problems... etc. I won't promise miracles, but I will do my best to help where I can.
Reiki Healings. These are healings that use Kundalini Reiki. I call them Energy Healings. Sometimes people just need energy sent to them and the energy knows where to go for that person.
I don't have to be near you to do either of these services, which is nice as I can offer it to any and all that want them.
3-Card Tarot Readings. I use various tarot cards to help people with a problem or just general guidance. Often times I also pick up on your energy and give you advice the guides want me to tell you. This will be sent to you in an email.
Energy Pictures. I just recently started doing this. I tap into the energy of the person to create pictures that represent them. If requested, I can add Reiki Healing to the picture as well when creating. Here is an example of one I did for my daughter:
Akashic Record Soul Profile. With some information that you provide to me, I can go to your Akashic Record and create you a Soul Profile. It is who you are at the basic level. I can also give you idea of the different areas in time that you have ties to and I can usually see your soul color.
As things get going for me, I hope to add additional services. Please feel free to contact me for any of these services.
Blessings!
Friday, May 24, 2013
Not sure what to believe...
My youngest daughter when born had an MRI done on her brain. They told us at that time, that her Corpus Callosum (bundle of nerves that communicate between the 2 hemispheres) wasn't there. So they diagnosed her as Agenesis of Corpus Callosum. This is one of those diagnosis that you just don't know how it will affect the child. They could be "completely normal" to mentally/developmentally delayed.
We were seeing a neurologist every 6 months or so, until this past year when that doctor left. So we've been scrambling trying to find another. We finally got directed to one. She ordered another MRI and some blood work to be done. She was leaning toward it being a hormone deficiency because she was missing some other things in her brain. (hence the MRI).
Well, we just got the results back from the MRI. Apparently she does have a corpus callosum, it's just thin. However, there are things going on with the Pons and Cerebellum. I didn't get to talk to the doctor, so I have no idea what this means long term. They're apparently now leaning toward it being a chromosomal issue and we'll have to wait on the blood work to be finished for a "final" diagnosis.
I was kind of in shock yesterday when the husband told me the high version he got from the doctor, because I like to know what does this mean, can you give me an initial diagnosis, so I can prepare for what's down the line. I just need the information and I don't have it.
Then it hits me just before leaving for work. After her initial diagnosis, I worked on trying to develop some new pathways for her brain. I am a healer and do what I can when I can. I mean we were told that corpus callosums don't grow back, if it's not there, it's not there. So that's why I was concentrating on her having new ones. I literally in my minds-eye saw purple lighting in her brain area. I did this for a few months, until I was told to stop.
So now after this new MRI, she has one? So, did I re-grow one for her? I'm sure the doctors will all say it was the difference in the MRI machines or because she was a newborn versus 3 now. But I saw that initial scan. There wasn't one.
I'm being told by my guides that yes, I did re-grow it. But how do you explain that to your family that 1) either doesn't believe you can heal things or 2) doesn't even know.
So I'm trying to take the positive out of the situation. She has one. It may be "thin" but it's there. So, I will continue what I have always done with my kids -- push them to be the best that they can be. Even if they don't like it.
But WOW is how I'm feeling. I love when I get validations from medical fields that I did make a difference -- even if no one knows. Makes my heart fill with gladness. Thanks to God who has made this gift possible.
We were seeing a neurologist every 6 months or so, until this past year when that doctor left. So we've been scrambling trying to find another. We finally got directed to one. She ordered another MRI and some blood work to be done. She was leaning toward it being a hormone deficiency because she was missing some other things in her brain. (hence the MRI).
Well, we just got the results back from the MRI. Apparently she does have a corpus callosum, it's just thin. However, there are things going on with the Pons and Cerebellum. I didn't get to talk to the doctor, so I have no idea what this means long term. They're apparently now leaning toward it being a chromosomal issue and we'll have to wait on the blood work to be finished for a "final" diagnosis.
I was kind of in shock yesterday when the husband told me the high version he got from the doctor, because I like to know what does this mean, can you give me an initial diagnosis, so I can prepare for what's down the line. I just need the information and I don't have it.
Then it hits me just before leaving for work. After her initial diagnosis, I worked on trying to develop some new pathways for her brain. I am a healer and do what I can when I can. I mean we were told that corpus callosums don't grow back, if it's not there, it's not there. So that's why I was concentrating on her having new ones. I literally in my minds-eye saw purple lighting in her brain area. I did this for a few months, until I was told to stop.
So now after this new MRI, she has one? So, did I re-grow one for her? I'm sure the doctors will all say it was the difference in the MRI machines or because she was a newborn versus 3 now. But I saw that initial scan. There wasn't one.
I'm being told by my guides that yes, I did re-grow it. But how do you explain that to your family that 1) either doesn't believe you can heal things or 2) doesn't even know.
So I'm trying to take the positive out of the situation. She has one. It may be "thin" but it's there. So, I will continue what I have always done with my kids -- push them to be the best that they can be. Even if they don't like it.
But WOW is how I'm feeling. I love when I get validations from medical fields that I did make a difference -- even if no one knows. Makes my heart fill with gladness. Thanks to God who has made this gift possible.
Thursday, May 23, 2013
4 years...
since my little Trisomy 18 angel came into our lives. Sarah was born on May 22, 2009. Her due date was technically in June. I was very blessed to have wonderful doctors and nurses whose only thought was to give us time with her. We knew she had a heart issue. We knew she had a cleft lip/palate as well. During the pregnancy I had polyhydramnios (extra amnio fluid) -- way extra. We didn't know why that was happening, it apparently happens sometimes with Trisomy pregnancies.
So we went into this appointment, not prepared to give birth, just to have a look and go home. It was Memorial Day weekend. Had our weekly scan and the perinatologist came in to say she didn't like the look of the cord. That she wanted us to deliver immediately. We weren't prepared, I didn't have my bag or any of her things. Our home was over an hour away. We thought we had got them to decide to wait until after the holiday. They just wanted me over to the hospital to get checked to make sure I wouldn't have my water break.
I knew something was up when they put an IV in me. My OB was supposed to be off at 5, but she stayed to deliver Sarah. You would think that the whole process would be very dire and quiet. But it wasn't. There were a ton of people in the room (teaching hospital) and they made it very lively. For that I'm eternally grateful. Because to be honest, we didn't know if she'd be alive once she was out.
She was. And what a lovely soul she was. She gave us 2 days with her and made very goal I set out for her. My only regret was not more pictures of her and me together. It was on the 24th of May, when they took a scan of her stomach, because the formula kept coming back up that we found out her esophagus had not attached to her stomach. At that point, we knew it was just a matter of time.
My parents had driven 2 days to get there. She made it long enough for them to get to hold her and tell her they loved her. Then she passed in my arms.
She was a life lesson and a gift. Anyone who has gone through something similar will probably tell you the same.
It's been 4 years since she came into and went out of our lives.. but we'll never forget.
So we went into this appointment, not prepared to give birth, just to have a look and go home. It was Memorial Day weekend. Had our weekly scan and the perinatologist came in to say she didn't like the look of the cord. That she wanted us to deliver immediately. We weren't prepared, I didn't have my bag or any of her things. Our home was over an hour away. We thought we had got them to decide to wait until after the holiday. They just wanted me over to the hospital to get checked to make sure I wouldn't have my water break.
I knew something was up when they put an IV in me. My OB was supposed to be off at 5, but she stayed to deliver Sarah. You would think that the whole process would be very dire and quiet. But it wasn't. There were a ton of people in the room (teaching hospital) and they made it very lively. For that I'm eternally grateful. Because to be honest, we didn't know if she'd be alive once she was out.
She was. And what a lovely soul she was. She gave us 2 days with her and made very goal I set out for her. My only regret was not more pictures of her and me together. It was on the 24th of May, when they took a scan of her stomach, because the formula kept coming back up that we found out her esophagus had not attached to her stomach. At that point, we knew it was just a matter of time.
My parents had driven 2 days to get there. She made it long enough for them to get to hold her and tell her they loved her. Then she passed in my arms.
She was a life lesson and a gift. Anyone who has gone through something similar will probably tell you the same.
It's been 4 years since she came into and went out of our lives.. but we'll never forget.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Card for May 22, 2013
Whatever has been consuming your time and energy is coming to an end, and a whole new level of success has, or is about to come into your life. Because of your willingness to accept the recent challenges of life, you can start celebrating your success!
Your success is also a gift for others - for when you succeed you light up the ‘path of inspiration’ so others can follow.
Success isn’t just about accomplishing something; it’s also your attitude in how you view yourself and your life. Success is viewing yourself in a positive way no matter what the outcome of your plans or goals. It is celebrating the risks you took, and the striving and the efforts you made. Success, in part, is knowing that - all that you are and all that you do - is always enough.
Life is full of endings and new beginnings, and we can sometimes feel sad or empty when things come to completion. Give yourself time and space to release these feelings and replace them with the wonder and enthusiasm of what’s to come.
If you have just accomplished something, it is time to reap the reward! Too often when we reach our goal or task we brush by the celebration because there is always the next thing on our list to accomplish. Take the time to rest a bit and enjoy your success. Really acknowledge your success. Treat yourself in some special way - celebrate and share it with others!
Yet remember not to rest on your laurels too long, this is not your final destination. The journey isn't over yet. There are worlds upon worlds still waiting to be explored!
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