as a parent with a job and home to balance the spiritual stuff. And to top it off, I'm vacation as well. I've got 2 very mobile kids and one that isn't. We've got babysitters in the morning and I've been trying to use that time to write on my book. Plus a little one-on-one time with the husband, since we've lost connection lately with everything going on.
Last night, I got a break. My eldest got to go on her first hayride. 15 minutes of blissful no kids to look after time to myself. My sciatic area has been troubling me for a time. Last night I was able to just breathe in the night air, ground myself and heal myself. Often healing myself is one of the toughest things to do. One because I don't concentrate well with pain --as my husband often says, I don't like pain it hurts me. And two, because I often don't have time to deal with the pain and then work on it. So I used nature's energy to pull into myself and work on dulling the pain. Am I completely healed? No, but it was finally less enough that I was able to have a good night's rest for a change.
I personally don't see it getting better until I can stop carrying my 35 lb daughter who doesn't walk on her on yet. That and losing the weight - which I have been doing slowly. It helps to have to walk and move around here.
I am going to see if I can get a few more moments like this here and then try and incorporate into my regular life when I go back. I didn't realize how much I missed nature.
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